Friday, October 31, 2008

Sea Lion

It's probably better this way. I'm not saying that we didn't have good times. But, it's hard to look back, and my neck is starting to ache. There were things that I could've told you. There was a time and a place. But now they've past us over, and there is no longer a bond of trust or vindication, save an unhealthy growth that has engrossed our friendship. It may be pride, or insensitivity, or shameful desires. But I cannot want you, and you cannot have me. Selfishness has wrought our gray and grimy decay. Poor little Fortune boy, I only wanted to lose you.

Thursday, October 9, 2008

Loveology

YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE ALONE

If I could write it down in a book, on the very last page, I would. I guess it's just one of those things that, if said aloud, would diminish. But may be, by writing it in a book, where someone has laid down his life through tears and ink, you might understand just what it means. It's set there, permanent, irrefutable. A fact, a part of this world, a part of another. Proof that someone lives and cares. Proof, that no one dies alone. I'm here, I'm living, I'm breathing .. for you.