A gamut of emotions from A to B

I know I've been a liar, and I know I've been a fool, but I'm banking on your intellect and your infuriating calm to validate my efforts. I know what it's like to love someone who doesn't deserve it, 'cause they're all you've got. To take down the ceilings and light the walls on fire just to see them burn, to love for the sake of feeling just a little less alone, I can't understand your sense of shelter. I am, but a swarthy and incensed stranger living in a loud and contaminated wild. But, If we admit that human life can be ruled by reason, then all possibility of life is destroyed. I just don't understand why people, why every fucking person is so bad to each other so fucking often. It doesn't make sense to me. Judgment. Control. All that, the whole spectrum. Well, it just...