When you miss someone, it can feel as if the world is caving in, one grain of sand at a time.
But, perhaps, the most tragic notion of all... is that you'll never know your world as complete again, after the first grain falls. Do you start to wonder if you made the right choice? Have you ever felt a thing so deeply, in your soul, but not understand it completely? But, you act anyway without a moment to waste because you know that you can't live one more second with yourself otherwise? Is it fair? Can it ever be just? Perhaps, not. Not until someone else takes up the place that feels like a big gaping hole in your heart. You live with your mistakes until you're proven right. That's the hardest part.
But, perhaps, the most tragic notion of all... is that you'll never know your world as complete again, after the first grain falls. Do you start to wonder if you made the right choice? Have you ever felt a thing so deeply, in your soul, but not understand it completely? But, you act anyway without a moment to waste because you know that you can't live one more second with yourself otherwise? Is it fair? Can it ever be just? Perhaps, not. Not until someone else takes up the place that feels like a big gaping hole in your heart. You live with your mistakes until you're proven right. That's the hardest part.
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