Say the unsayable, make the invisible visible.

We are islands to discover, and I've got to tell you what a state I'm in. Well, amidst happiness and charming squalor, there lurkes a feeling. A feeling of heartbreak and sadness. It is for myself and what I used to be. I am moving through a chapter of my life as if there were some great dormant monster waiting to devour me. I suspect that this monster, would represent life, love, and responsibility. You see, although most would disagree, I am still a small child in this world of ridiculous games and tricks. They can't understand that I do not understand. I am mesmerized, but I shall never take part. Its all too strange and cumbersome. I am not yet so corrupt, as to feel fufilled.